New Year, new hope, new baby?

So it's pretty obvious that 2009 was a very tough year for me and for DH. We went through a lot of ups and downs regarding fertility and I still have my very sad and blue moments. I'm currently switching fertility specialists. Unfortunately, the one we were going to was good, but their office staff very disorganized and not sensitive to the other stressors of infertility (costs, emotional situations, etc.) We are going back to our original RE who we saw back in 2007. I can't believe it's been that long. However, good news is that since then DH's SA issues were resolved and now he's doing great, so hoping that gives us a better chance.

Regardless, unless there is an absolute miracle, we are proceeding onto IVF. Still very cautious about the whole thing only because you still need God to provide you with that little miracle and bundle of joy. So yes, hopefully my chances will be greatly improved and soon enough we can welcome a new little member to our family. Now it's just about me trying to stay positive and keeping my head up. I don't want this year to pass like last year, obsessing every single month about whether or not I was pregnant or not. I don't know how I will do it, but I'm going to just try and leave it all in God's hands. Here is for hoping the best on my Monday appt with the RE and hoping that I can get to meet my personal little angel soon enough.